Damn…this tummy flab is going nowhere!! How am I suppose to wear a bikini this summer?? Ugh…I was even looking at some old photos of me before I had my son and before I was pregnant. My body was stunning. I can’t say it is today but that’s what you deal with after having a kid.

It would be nice to have some kind of diet pills that actually help in reducing your fat intake. Or even help keep weight off for good. I have yet to see anything on the market and I’m not 100% sure if I’d try it either.

What shall I do??….Hum….

I’ve been reading a lot of woman health magazines and keep coming across progesterone. I don’t think I personally need any of that…well, at least not yet. It seems older woman who have problems end up taking it and it is affective. So, not for me yet I suppose.

I end up looking for hand lotions and other great skin products in the magazines. The amount of stuff out there is quite amazing. I mean…there are so many brands and then lotions for almost everything. I guess it’s slightly weird, but if it works…then it’s good to me. LOL!

I really need to get exercising. My baby fat is going nowhere and summer is practically here. How am I suppose to wear bikinis when I have some flab on my tummy from my pregnancy? Not something I want to do.

So I’m trying to find some cheap ellipticals or even an exercise bike that I can use to get rid of the extra pounds. Who knows…maybe I’ll even find one one FreeCycle *crosses fingers*.

I’ve been thinking about my recent post about the belly fat I have left over after having a baby. Well…what I was thinking is that maybe I’ll invest in getting myself a treadmill. That way I can easily walk many miles right from the comfort of home.

Will that alone get rid of the belly fat? I doubt it which is why I’ll probably have to work on my stomach area by doing crunches or something.

Sounds like a good plan? I think so…now the hard part. Saving more a purchase when there is barely any money to work with after all the rent, bills, food, etc.

Every time I look in the mirror, I still see some belly fat from when I had my baby in November of ‘07. I seriously need to lose that belly weight as soon as possible since summer is just around the corner.

I’m been looking for something like Hydroxycut which might me worthwhile. I need some kind of fat burner or something that will speed up my metabolism.

Then I really need to get in shape and check out some equipment at a nearby gym. It’s just so flabby in my stomach area and really not what I’m use to. Before…well…my tummy was nice and toned. It was amazing…I LOOKED AMAZING! Now…that little belly fat is not my friend.

Being still a teenager, I know way too many who are just out of control with their drug habits. Way too many times I’ve seen people passed out because of their drug use. It’s really quite upsetting.

How can you do that to your own body? Really…I mean it’s just not healthy no matter how good it makes you feel for that short little while. That’s what I never understood about some of my friends.

Like, get yourself together and look forward towards your future. There are plenty of drug rehabs facilities that can help you get clean and start a new life.

Thank goodness I never went that route. There’s no way I’d let myself get to that point especially after having a son and knowing how important I am in his life.

It’s crazy how much people have allergies nowadays. I remember when I was younger, there weren’t that many kids with a medical id bracelet or other piece of information stating their medical issues.

But now…it’s a lot!! I can’t believe how many children have nut allergies and even milk allergies!! The numbers are crazy!! I’ve never seen anything like it. I hope my son doesn’t have any allergies. I really pray to God about that.

Hum…are allergies genetic? I wonder…*goes to search on web*

Aww…Marquis got his first baby needles the other day. He cried uncontrollably and the whole doctor’s office and hallway filled with his screams. It really was traumatic for me too. I’ve never heard him scream and cry that much. Ever! I even wanted to cry too because I couldn’t calm him down. I felt so…hopeless.

He got two big needles, one on each thigh. I forget what they were for but I do have the little pamphlet to keep track of needles that the doctor gave me. He has to go back in two more months to get the second dose of both. I’m not looking forward to it because I know he’ll burst out and start crying again.

As you can see in the photo below, my little angel is very upset. I don’t want him to cry but I know he’s going to. There’s no stopping that from happening.

Does going to the doctor’s office with your baby get any easier as they get older? Any suggestions or tips on what to do would be very much appreciated. As you know, I am a first time teenage mother and I’d love to learn the tricks of the trade, especially making my baby happy. Thanks.